My Dear Sweet Angel.

So there's this girl. I want to tell her I really like her, wait no, love her. Actually it's more that I'm IN love with her, completely in love by heart and mind. Nothing can stop this feeling I have for her. There is so much about her I just love!

Her name is Phoenix.♥

I first meet her at the pool with my best friends, first thought was "Wow this girl is pretty.." that was in year 8.. Ive only recently started to get to know her, wait? no that's not all that true, I started talking to her in year 8 ( i think ) on MSN every now and then and she used to tell me about her friends and how some of them annoyed her back then. Well that's how it started. But i was jealous of one of my best mates because i swear he liked her back then and so i tried not to go with them to the pool when they went because I just didn't want to be around holding feelings which she didn't share for me but I thought my mate liked her back then so i decided to back off and try not to see or go with them, I regret my decisions but now I think it has all worked out and is going rather well with her. She is fun to talk to and we seem to have a conversation going most of the time when we talk to each other even if the conversation going doesn't have much meaning or what not but it still keeps going most days and its just fun. One day I might write a blog about jealousy and how we all suffer from it at time but now isn't the time as I'm just trying to write events and things that I found important.

A few weeks before i actually started dating her, me and her and 2 friends went to the pool every now and then and we just hung out all friend like and all, then we went to the movies they might remember this night, i know i do, it was the night she first kissed me, it was after the movies on a Thursday we were walking around though sugar-land, her mum got there to pick her up and we kissed and i watched her walk away and saw her get into the car and drive off, what a beautiful night, what a beautiful girl. We saw Astro-boy that night, wasn't as good as the cartoons but was still pretty good. I remember holding her that night as well, my friend has photos of it. But yes that night was our first kiss and i enjoyed it. Few more times to the pool over a few weeks and went to my friends with her that day, That was the day i asked her out. October the 19th. Its nearly been 7 months we have broken up twice but it is running rather well again.


I find myself in class just constantly thinking of her and being unable to focus on my work as I just cant get her off my mind. Just getting lost in thought and finding myself thinking of her.


Lately I've been thinking of something to do with you, Ill be losing for you and wining for you, sending for you, all ways be living for you, I adore you, like to hold you, I listen and try not to bore you, I'll never ignore you cuz i cant live with out you, I need to be around you, I need you to be around me, I love you. And I love having someone like you to be around me. Having you in my surroundings, being able to hear you then ill always be able to breathe cheap and take leaps.



I respect her in a lot of ways. She has so much about her that i respect and love about her.

I respect how she tries to care and look after for me even if she is a bit bossy when she does so.

I respect the way that she listens to what I have to say and helps me with problems that are on my mind.

I respect that she likes who i am and doesn't pick on any of my downfalls and she trys to support me.

There are a few respects.. now how about some loves?


I love that she is unique in her own little ways.

I love that she is mature and isn't like a kid and can act her age and not like most girls who act immaturely and seem like kids.

I love the feeling of when she is around she warms my heart, just hearing her voice makes even my bad days good.

I love how I don't have to hide my feelings about things to her and I can be open to her.

I love that she can make me smile, normally my smiles are fake but i always smile truthfully for her.

I love her eyes i love her hair, i love her body its very sexy/beautiful/yum? But her eyes and her hair are the main features i like.

I love that she is in my life. Simple.


Ive been thinking of ways to show how much I love her and trying to find ways to show I care and to repay her. Here is one, I hope you angel it Angel, and I hope the rest of you enjoyed reading about what i love about her too.