What Do People See In Me.. Seriously..

Why is She still with me..

I'm nothing but a lying bastard.
All I've done to her is lie.

Ive hurt her so much and I keep saying to myself that I wont hurt her again, But no matter how hard I try not to. I end up hurting her anyway.

Why is she still hanging around?
Anyone else would have left me by now.
If I was her I Would have left as well.

I don't see what She sees in me.
I don't see what anyone sees in me.

I'm a jerk.

Whats so great about me seriously?

I keep thinking she would be better off with out me, Ive told her that several times but she has never agreed.

What do I have to offer? More pain? More lies? Despite the fact that I'm trying to be honest to her, I still know I will lie and hurt her again.


Id like to think I've changed and become a better person. But really, Is that true?

I don't think it is.

Life As A Necklace And You As My Charm

I miss you,

I miss your smile,

I miss your embrace.

I miss the way you look at me.

And I,

I miss your face.

I miss the way you acted.

I even miss the way you did,

All the little things you did.

I'm not content with this,

How can sentences mess me up,

And make me want to live like this?

I don't want to live like this,

No I don't want to live like this.

Cuz, I want to live life with chyou in my arms.

Cuz I want to live life as a necklace and you as my charm.

Life repeats. Tsk tsk.

So, Its life yeah?

Changed are expected right?

Things happen?

There is stuff we try to run from, But they always catch us.

No matter how far we try to run and how good we hide.

Life repeats in its ways doesn't it?

Its not all to bad.

Is it?

Stuff repeats but in different ways.

It goes back and forth, Back and Forth.

Well, The past isn't something to dwell on people.

Sure stuff might repeat.

Just gotta avoid the bad stuff chyeah?

Break free from the shadows that dwell over you.