Well.. Yeah..

Nothing is perfect, Nothing lasts forever.

There is always an end at some point.

How long...

How long till the truth becomes a lie?

How long till it doesnt exist.

How long....

I wonder....


Josh.

No point trying.

No point in trying something if that something doesnt even happen.

Its stupid.

Try to make it work yet there is always something that screws it up.

Shame.

...

Well, A blog..

Guess this is one..

Rather bored..

Nothing to do..

Happyness was lost..

Thought to soon..

Shame..

-sigh-..

Long post that was meant to be really short \=

Heyy.

How am I feeling?

Well... Im feeling kinda....

SUPER SPECIAL AWESOME :D

My holidays so far have been pretty cool, its been 3 weeks and so far its pretty fun.

I’ve spent most of my holidays so far with Phoenix, In fact I spent the first two weeks with her every day nearly :). It was pretty awesome!!

I hung out with Ashleigh on Monday, I recently met her and have become good friends with her and so far she hasn’t shown any of them symptoms of the curse? Or disease? I carry around when I meet girls and hang with them. I’m liking that, as I was talking to Aden about it and now it seems I might have found one :D Well I hope she is or otherwise I think I should stop talking to her? Or just try cure her of the curse/disease somehow. Either works though i prefer if i kept talking to her as she is pretty cool.

I’m hanging with Ashleigh again tomorrow, She’s coming over and we are watching movies and whatever else really, not much to do but she has movies I haven’t seen so that’s what is planned to happen. Any suggestions on what else we can do?

Well, Ive got to get out more these holidays and start buying presents!!
Anyone looking forward to Christmas?
I’m rather not as I don’t really like Christmas all too much but I get gifts so I’m okay with that. Just the giving I’m not all too fond about >:D

So, I’m enjoying life currently.
Perfect girlfriend,
New Friend,
Getting along well with mates.

Sounds pretty good to me, Just.. We need to organise stuff so we can all go places and do stuff!

Guitar Hero Night, it will happen some time after Christmas hopefully.
Any other suggestions?

I've re-picked up my guitar and started learning it again.
I'm currently learning,
Falling For You by Secondhand Serenade
I want to learn the lyrics for it off by heart so I can play it and sing it to Phoenix. Atleast thats what I plan.
Any other songs I should learn?
Please not heavy metal or anything like that. :)
Something that has a nice beat and isnt all bang bang bang..
Songs kinda like Jack Johnsons music or JET.. Prefer Jack though.


Josh

What to get her.. :)

Phoenix Is The Most Beautiful Girl In the Entire Universe. If only she knew how pretty she is.

I’m so lucky to have her in my life. I always thought I was unlucky. Clearly I was wrong <3

She has work soon so I have to leave and go to the Twins for the movie night but before that.. I’m going shopping this afternoon to try and find her a gift, But I’m unsure on what to buy her. I think and I think but nothing seems to come to mind. She hints at stuff but what if I get it wrong.. If Only I could read her mind Then I would know exactly what she wants and I could go buy it and give her it. She leaves soon, to go on her cruise. I’m going to miss her, She’s gone for like two weeks!!! Or nearly that. It’s insane.. I’m going to miss her terribly and I don’t know what I’m going to do while she’s gone. I might try draw and get better at it and then make her a picture. This time make them better so she will love it.

I really Need to get her something that she will love. It needs to be perfect just like she is..<3

Phoenix, I Love You, Forever And 3 Days After.

She must be an angel to be that beautiful.
Josh.

Christmas is soon.. Gifts..?

So I sit here in the dark, Unable to sleep with a stolen laptop.

It's currently 11.29pm Friday the 3rd of December 2010.

I have a cold or something of the sort.
When I cough my head feels like its going to explode.

When standing if I start coughing I fall to the ground and pretty much can not breath.

It hurts quite alot.
But I'm fine with that.


So I'm sitting here, thinking of her.

Phoenix.


I'm sitting here wondering what I should do.

She is going on a holiday.
Very soon might I add.

I cant say much, But I had an Idea and I want to do it.
But... I dont know what to do for it.

Well, Id like to ask for help but I need to do it myself.




Christmas is soon!

My gosh its close.
I haven't even found anything I can get for Phoenix for christmas.

I sit around every day trying to think of the perfect gift for her, But all my ideas are stupid and silly. Or the good ones are to tough and there is a big possibility she wont like it. But if she did like it she would never forget it :)

So, What is everyone getting there partner for christmas?
If you have one that is.

If not, Just say what you plan on getting people for christmas anyhows :)


Well, Rambling is almost done.
I still feel like crap and I only coughed 3 times while writting this. Which is amazing since I constantly cough while just saying there trying to sleep. Weird.



Josh.