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This might sound depressing and all but, I feel empty the last few weeks. Sure I have friends around but I still feel alone... And times when I'm alone in my room, I just run out of energy completely and sometimes fall into a slight depression.

On a side note, Aladdin is nearly here! Only 5 more rehearsals and we are then putting it live.

Amelia will be up to watch it which makes me happy, even more so when I think that its only 8 days till I get to see her again.


Also, I plan on drawing a picture of the sword I had in my dream the other night. I'll try draw it and if I like it I'll upload it. I'm thinking of uploading my old drawing with the door and thorns as well. If anyone wants to buy me a new sketch book then please do. This one is basically out of pages... ):

And I also might get back into posting and writing my dreams on my blog.

I hate naming my blogs, never know what to name them. Feel free to leave a list in a comment of what I should name them from now on.

Upset to feeling worse.

Said something but didn't mean for it to sound bad, I was just upset from something so I said something to her but wasn't meaning it to be bad and now I feel even more upset because I feel I may have annoyed her or upset her or such.

*sigh*

Update on life

HI!

Update on life...

Its holidays. Yay!

My girlfriend, Amelia, moved to Brisbane. I went down there to hang with her over the holidays, I got back yesterday night. I'm kinda sad that I won't have her around anymore to hang with, but I just have to be strong and positive and know that I'll see her nearly every month for the next 6 months. Then I can move down myself and see her again :D That week I spent with her in Brisbane was rather fun, sitting around watching creepy/scray anime, and movies. Shopping, Gaming and stuff. Was great, now at home and have to clean and now at a loss of what to do...

I miss her already.

Well, with the rest of my holidays I have to clean and do assignments which are due on my first day back but honestly couldn't be bothered. I know, I gotta complete them and yadda yadda. Basically the last term of school. Woo!

Anyhow, this is as much as I feel like writing/typing.

So ah yeah, Bye and all.

Wanted to hear a good night.

I sat hoping to see you respond with good night. I just really wanted to hear/read it so badly tonight...

But its alright, this lonely sad feeling will pass once I sleep...

Rant

So I'm sitting here, and I remember stuff that happened. I mention it to someone else. And then they confirm it and tell me more about it that I didn't know... Now I remember why I started to hate my group... Not that it matters now, but to remember it... Shows how dedicated my friends are to partners and friends.... Sarcasm by the way. If I did want to, I could quite easily ruin everything for you. But I won't. You all need to fix yourselves and stop blaming others. Grow up. Rant finished.

My Girl

Smile, For me. Please don't be upset. Continue to be strong. I want you to be happy. Each night, as I'm falling asleep, I wonder if your smiling, I wonder what your dreaming about or if your sleeping at all. I wonder how everything is at that exact moment. I wish I knew, I don't like not knowing. I love you, but I'm sure you already knew that. Amelia. :)

That lonely feeling

After you spend two weeks with someone, just purely with them. The next week or two away from them makes you feel lonely and unsure of what you want to do. And you think of something and your like, such and such will love to do this. Then... Crashes down your hopes because they aren't with you and you just don't want to do it on your own. It makes me feel lonely when I don't have Her with me. Two weeks of constantly seeing her, now its school and I'm on my own some and I find myself bored and out of Idea's of what to do. Sucks.