So I was sitting here just wondering, What am I going to do to update my blog every now and then? Well I really don't know. I wanted to just write down all my feelings on my blog but is that really a good idea? Doing that will get people questioning what I'm discussing. Maybe that's good? Maybe its bad? I really don't know..
Well at the moment I really just wanted to say how lonely it can get when you are home alone and you know you will be for the rest of the week, home with just the pets. That doesn't seem so great at the moment, the dog isn't coming over for a pat and the cat isn't laying next to me like normal. But earlier I saw something i don't normally see, The dog and cat playing together, they ditched me for each other, gee thanks guys. But no seriously I am home alone and I have nothing to do and all I can think of is her, and its just making me feel more lonely as she is no where near me and that's getting to me.
You know the feeling of just wanting to be hugged/cuddled? Yeah that's the feeling I have got at the moment.
I hear people saying about boyfriends and girlfriends being clingy and they always just want to see the person or they want to hold them? Its because they miss you don't you see that? How about you look at it for a second, if the person doesn't see you much and when they do they hug you and want to hold you but you don't say anything but you know it annoys you. Why don't you sit down and talk to your partner about it so you are both okay with it.
Personally I enjoy clingy, its a major turn on when a girl is clingy, because I know she will constantly want to be around me and to hold me or me hold her.
Others hate clingy and they say they need freedom from there partner to be with friends.
Oh another thing?
Organizing to do something with your partner but they always have to have one of there friends around. The guy or girl wants to spend time with you not with your friends, see my point here? Bringing friends along to places all the time when seeing your boyfriend or girlfriend is not good at all and it tends to be annoying.
Its fine with me just as long as its not all the time, that's just not fair.
I don't know where any of that came from but I'm kind of glad to get it all out. Hasn't happened recently to me. Which I'm glad about.
This is completely off topic but I need help with it.
Ive been thinking that I finally need to start repaying her with the stuff I owe her.
What do I owe? Anything. I just need to surprise her apparently.
Anyone know any good ways to repay the one you love?
I owe her for trouble I have caused her and stuff that she has helped me with. So in what way can I repay my dear sweet Angel? Any suggestions would be nice. I want to give her something that will make her feel good and make her happy, maybe even make her feel good enough that she just has to brag to her friends ( That sounds nice ). It can be anything even if its a bit dirty or what not i wish to hear all the suggestions you can give to make her happy and feel good.
Yours Faithfully,
Xendal.
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