Day Update thing.

I honestly hope this all works out and doesn't back fire or destroy me in some matter.
Though I am quite happy with what has happened. Don't care what other people think, if you think it's stupid etc then blah to you..

Oh, on a note. We no longer have a kitchen. We destroyed it. We are building a new one, but currently there isn't one what so ever... Over the next two months we will slowly put in our new kitchen. Which kinda makes cooking hard because there is no where to cook anything currently and all our plates and containers are all packed in boxes which you have to search though to find what your after.

Seems my guitar only likes me playing Killing In The Name Of. If I try play anything else my guitar cuts out and doesn't work on amp properly. Which annoys me.

Dinosaur.

RAWR!

Thats right. I love you guys ;)

Happy day thing?

I've been quite happy today and I am really not sure why. I don't want to think about it but I kinda do at the same time. I want to know what made me so damn happy today.

Anyhow, we watched these cool videos in drama today. I'm rather liking this term of drama. Theatre of the Absurd really is the best style there really is. Its great!
Lots of pointless things all for fun!

Tomorrow I'm going to sing at awards night. Its going to be so boring! But I went to the first two practice things so Im stuck in it and have to turn up tomorrow But I have no idea about it so.. Yeah.

Anyhow, short blog and pointless I guess but yeah.

Bye.

Are you know, or have you ever?

I feel it,
Do you feel it?

I'm picturing it,
Are you picturing it?

I've considered it,
Have you considered it?

I've thought it,
Do you think it?

Are you know, or have you ever?

It's just a matter by you looking at it, that's all...

Smile.

Postish thing.

Hello there.

As of yesterday I have found myself addicted to Fallout : New Vegas. Its quite the addictive game. Just running around, shooting things and throwing dinomite. Its great. Though its annoying as hell that the cool looking guns are weaker then your pistols. Just made the NRC rule Primm. This run though I'll side with them.

Anyhow, I have been doing my assignment today. I was stuck for like 2 hours or maybe 3 just wondering how to rewrite my first scene into a script version. I'm still not sure, because the first scene is purely stage directions except for when she screams out with the music, which I guess isn't her actually speaking a line, its more a stage direction as well is it not? I'm stuck on this and its due tomorrow. Yay...

Stupidest moment this weekend, Was playing halo and Julian was running at me. I throw a bubble shield and I'm like yeah bitch. Then I lost him, found him again, throw a grenade. Forgot I was in a bubble shield.

Fail.

School tomorrow, I'm kinda excited. Also, Home alone for the next how ever long. Because family is going to Brisbane. :D

Suicidal thoughts

So, For the last hour, I have been thinking of ways to murder myself.

Sometimes I just feel like doing this.

These thoughts plague my mind, but won't be done.

Its tempting though, I seem to cause people to many problems.

If I wasn't there, the problems wouldn't exist.

Failing school.

I'm passing two classes, out of 6.

Does that make me feel pathetic?

Yes It does.

Iron - WOODKID

Deep in the ocean, dead and cast away
Where innocence is burned, in flames
A million mile from home, I'm walking ahead
I'm frozen to the bones, I am...

A soldier on my own, I don't know the way
I'm riding up the heights of shame
I'm waiting for the call, the hand on the chest
I'm ready for the fight, and fate

The sound of iron shots is stuck in my head,
The thunder of the drums dictates
The rhythm of the falls, the number of deaths
The rising of the horns, ahead

From the dawn of time to the end of days
I will have to run, away
I want to feel the pain and the bitter taste
Of the blood on my lips, again

This steady burst of snow is burning my hands,
I'm frozen to the bones, I am
A million mile from home, I'm walking away
I can't remind your eyes, your face

Life blog thing.

Lets all forget life and go get high.

Sounds perfect doesn't it?

Would be nice to escape my life. I wouldn't mind just getting up and leaving it behind.

I will in a few years, everything that is hear will mean nothing and I'll go somewhere else and start a new, or not everything, some friends I want to keep along, but else just go and leave the rest.

Less then two years and I'll be moving out of home.
Less then two years and I hope to be starting a new life.

Do you actually feel the same?

That day where you made me sit there, in your room, by myself.

It was a good day, not the sitting by myself and reading a book, but before all that and after it too of course.

Do you remember it?

Do your feelings and thoughts still flow like they once did?

I'm curious.

My Dear Girl.

You shine in my sky.
Like the moon in fact.
On a starless night, you shine so bright.

Yes you,
Why wouldn't it not be?
Why it is only but a possibly full truth.

I would not exist,
In this current abyss.

If it weren't for my deep and dark desire for you.

Have my heart, Take it.

Cake

My last blog, Its a lie.

My last blog is a cake.

Sorry.

You.

I've given up.

Just to let you know.

My efforts are pointless, and I won't be bothering to try anymore.

Cousins 45th Birthday

PARTY!!!

Having my cousins 45th birthday, and currently hosting a party at our house. Music is going off like crazy!

Drinking creaming soda currently, Waiting to get the good ol' Jim Beam out and the coke, It shall be great.

Currently dinner is being cooked, a BBQ, good old aussie style.
Later to have a Massive Bon Fire.

Anyhow, Just a short blog, Wanted to sum up my night and what it'll be like and such.

A little bitch.

Here is a little bitch of mine...

I'm sick of everyone telling me I'm not going to get far in life or just talking behind my back, it pisses me off especially when Its people I consider good friends and you find out from someone else.

It annoys me so damn much and I just get boiled over in angry but I don't do say or do anything to the people that said shit because I'm not a dick and I don't like being mean. But it majorly pisses me off.

I honestly don't care how I am doing in school, I have all next year to pick it up.
And I honestly don't care what you people say about me but it just pisses me off when I hear it from other people. I would like to hear it straight up from the people who think it.

I hate people telling me what to do all the time, I can as I wish, I don't have to be pushed around and told what to do. I'll live how I want to live and do as I please.

I hate being judged and I hate being talked about behind my back from friends.

Thanks to those who are actually good friends.
Rest of you, grr.

Smile.

"Make me feel tiny if it makes you feel tall. Because there is always someone cooler then you." - Ben Folds

This song is great, this guy is amazing. His songs are just pure awesome. I do love a good song or two by Ben Folds.

Anyhow, this particular song makes me think.
I know I'm not the best at stuff. But when I see someone better then me at something when its the best I can do, this puts me down, but I think back to this song and smile and carry on.

I carry on and act cheerful, there is no point thinking you will not do well and be sad or depressed. But you have to continue, don't give up.

Just smile like you have nothing to prove.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XxkM_cnjFfw

Truth To Part.

Oh Master of Colour, After Lord of Rain, Bringer of Joy and Gold.

Can you guess as to what I speak? Aye, I speak of the Rainbow.

Yes, the wonderful rainbow. I've always wondered, how does one find the beginning of the rainbow? Must one detach themselves from reality and enter a state of mind that separates ones body and spirit? Or does one just happen to just stumble upon it by nothing but pure luck.

You say it doesn't exist and its just a myth?
Everything is true to part, everything exists in some matter of telling.
But how does one define truth from text?

I shall in my life, Find the secret that is hidden to us but also right in front of us.

To do this my young followers, shall need a crossbow, an hourglass, three goats, one of us must learn to play the trumpet, whilst the other one goes like this. -waves his fingers-

Blog Blog Blog.

Oh Hey.

So, I have this assignment that was due today, but now due tomorrow. I have no data because I was away last term for more then half of it and missed all the pracs we did but like 2? So I'm about to be failing chem.

Not long till school ends, yet again, I probably won't be at school much. This has to change next year, Ill need to go and actually learn and pay attention in the classes. I really need to start picking my schooling up. Its either I get badly sick and miss a week or two or mother needs me to stay home to help her do stuff around the house or such. While I don't mind doing so, I need to actually put more time in for school.

This is going to be nerdy. But I got my Paladin to level 85 today, and geared for raids. So that makes 3 level 85's. A Death Knight, Hunter and now my Paladin. I'm actually quite happy about that but it is incredibly nerdy.

So, I have this, well... Want? to learn to draw better but I seem to only draw things appear in dreams and burn deeply into my memory. Its a shame because my creative mind thinks of lots of things but I am unable to draw them but what I dream of I have no trouble.


And well, I ran out of things to say currently my fellow followers. I do wish to make my next blog more interesting for you.