So I started a new job at reading cinemas if you didn't know, I'm happy that I got the job but its taking away time I could be spending with Phoenix so I wont see her that much anymore, and now she has a job interview for another job at food works so she will have two jobs meaning it will be rare that I see her.
So I'd kind of depressed that I wont see her much anymore, not to mention shes not allowed at my house or anything anymore because her parents said. I wish I never got a job but I do enjoy this one, just I hate the fact I will rarely see phoenix.
What can I do? Tell her not to get the new job because I wont see her? That's selfish. I cant just do or say that. So I'm sitting here typing this to just try to let emotions out about it. Kinda happy she has gotten another job in a way because she is making a start to her career and earning money so she can go to university, I'm glad she is trying to do something in her life, I'll support her with it but I'm still afraid it will stop me from seeing her more.
I think the job is better for her then me, I seem to just cause problems for her and the job will help her in the future. What am I going to do in the future for her? Nothing that I can think of, maybe just support her but how is that any help at all.
Shortest blog ever by,
Yours faithfully,
Xendal.
Dude, just tell her to hold off getting a second job for a few months or so so you can spend time with her..
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