Another two years....

So I have two years left of school, I go back tuesday.
Not really looking forward to it, I think school this year will really suck because I dont think many people I like will be in my classes.

I choose:
Math B,
English,
Chemistry,
Biology,
Hpe,
Drama.

Well, I honestly have no idea why I choose them anymore. I just dont really feel like doing them. I dont know where to go with my life once I've finished school, but then who does? A few people you say? Guess I'm not one.

It doesnt fase me that I might be a drop kick once I leave school cuz I got shit marks or a low OP, I want to go to uni and all but really if I screw up anytime this year or the next then I lose my chance.

Anyhow,
Anyone know if they are doing any of them and might be in my class?
I doubt it but one of you might be.

Is it possible to drop a subject so I only have 5 OP subjects and no more then that?
Just curious cuz I know I wont be able to do all the work with 6 OP subjects...


Back to school, yay...

She said they were true..

Im not to sure about anything right now,
Im hell confused to the core. :(

Im not trying to make this rhyme, Its just how it was said in my mind.

I dont know, I read back over stuff and its made me feel like shit.
She said it was true and as I read over it I believe it and makes me feel like crap.
I'm meant to be happy and live life to the fullest,
Am I realing doing that? Im not to sure, Everything good comes with its downs.

I made a choice, I should stick with it?
Go with it? Try for it?

-sigh-

I dont know.

I feel like shit,
Even when I'm meant to be happy.

Happy New Year.

Happy New Year.

Its kinda late but atleast its still the first.


Anyhow,
I once wrote a poem because I was depressed. Its rather lame but I wished to place it in my blog.

Once again, I have another depressing blog?
Its not really but I just want to place this poem here.
If you can even call it that.


Falling Ever So Slowly:
A Rose with its petals so delicate,
Falling ever so slowly,
As it was tossed over a waterfall,
During a cloudy but beautiful sunset,
That was slowly fading away to the darkness.


I was 14 when I wrote this.
I actually think it is okay, Its lame but the feeling of it is what gets me..
Maybe because I wrote it? Not to sure.
Its meaning? Try figure it out...


I have wrote a few loveish poems and posted them into my blogs before,
They were rather good in my opinion. Not to sure if others liked them but I sure did.

I want to write some more and I will try too every now and then.



I love her,
I know I do.
I look at her,
But does she know its true.

I want to ask her,
I wish she knew.
I need to tell her,
But what good will it do.

I feel for her,
I deem it true.
I dream of her,
But where will this all lead too.


So those are just two poems, Rather lame ones but I feel for them both.


New Year,
I hope this year rolls smoothly.

Hope you all Enjoy your new year.

2011..

L plate in 5 months, Awesome.

:D


Josh.