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This might sound depressing and all but, I feel empty the last few weeks. Sure I have friends around but I still feel alone... And times when I'm alone in my room, I just run out of energy completely and sometimes fall into a slight depression.

On a side note, Aladdin is nearly here! Only 5 more rehearsals and we are then putting it live.

Amelia will be up to watch it which makes me happy, even more so when I think that its only 8 days till I get to see her again.


Also, I plan on drawing a picture of the sword I had in my dream the other night. I'll try draw it and if I like it I'll upload it. I'm thinking of uploading my old drawing with the door and thorns as well. If anyone wants to buy me a new sketch book then please do. This one is basically out of pages... ):

And I also might get back into posting and writing my dreams on my blog.

I hate naming my blogs, never know what to name them. Feel free to leave a list in a comment of what I should name them from now on.

Upset to feeling worse.

Said something but didn't mean for it to sound bad, I was just upset from something so I said something to her but wasn't meaning it to be bad and now I feel even more upset because I feel I may have annoyed her or upset her or such.

*sigh*

Update on life

HI!

Update on life...

Its holidays. Yay!

My girlfriend, Amelia, moved to Brisbane. I went down there to hang with her over the holidays, I got back yesterday night. I'm kinda sad that I won't have her around anymore to hang with, but I just have to be strong and positive and know that I'll see her nearly every month for the next 6 months. Then I can move down myself and see her again :D That week I spent with her in Brisbane was rather fun, sitting around watching creepy/scray anime, and movies. Shopping, Gaming and stuff. Was great, now at home and have to clean and now at a loss of what to do...

I miss her already.

Well, with the rest of my holidays I have to clean and do assignments which are due on my first day back but honestly couldn't be bothered. I know, I gotta complete them and yadda yadda. Basically the last term of school. Woo!

Anyhow, this is as much as I feel like writing/typing.

So ah yeah, Bye and all.

Wanted to hear a good night.

I sat hoping to see you respond with good night. I just really wanted to hear/read it so badly tonight...

But its alright, this lonely sad feeling will pass once I sleep...

Rant

So I'm sitting here, and I remember stuff that happened. I mention it to someone else. And then they confirm it and tell me more about it that I didn't know... Now I remember why I started to hate my group... Not that it matters now, but to remember it... Shows how dedicated my friends are to partners and friends.... Sarcasm by the way. If I did want to, I could quite easily ruin everything for you. But I won't. You all need to fix yourselves and stop blaming others. Grow up. Rant finished.

My Girl

Smile, For me. Please don't be upset. Continue to be strong. I want you to be happy. Each night, as I'm falling asleep, I wonder if your smiling, I wonder what your dreaming about or if your sleeping at all. I wonder how everything is at that exact moment. I wish I knew, I don't like not knowing. I love you, but I'm sure you already knew that. Amelia. :)

That lonely feeling

After you spend two weeks with someone, just purely with them. The next week or two away from them makes you feel lonely and unsure of what you want to do. And you think of something and your like, such and such will love to do this. Then... Crashes down your hopes because they aren't with you and you just don't want to do it on your own. It makes me feel lonely when I don't have Her with me. Two weeks of constantly seeing her, now its school and I'm on my own some and I find myself bored and out of Idea's of what to do. Sucks.

Potato

Sitting here, eating potato salad and I'm like. Lets write a blog. So here I am, and there you are, reading what I have typed up.

I met an old teacher of mine today. Miss Ross, my drama teacher from year 8. She was awesome. Tyler and I sat though lunch talking to her and Cait. Spoke about all the good times with everything we have done with drama. Was great. We then had her as a sub teacher for chem.

Was pretty cool.

Anyhow, I forgot the point in this post as I stopped writing it for a few hours. So yeah...

Garbage Truck

____________________________________________________________
I'll take you for a ride
On my garbage truck
Oh, no

I'll take you to the dump
'Cause you're my queen
I'll take you uptown
I'll show you the sites
You know you wanna ride
On my garbage truck
Truck, truck, truck

We'll pass the mansions by
Drive right through the needle's eye
Oh, my
My, my, my, my

I've got a stereo
You've just got to turn the knob
And maybe we'll go
As far as we can
I'll be your garbage man
I'll take out your junk
And I'll crush it down

Jesus in the rear view
And the highway patrol is up ahead
In my garbage truck
Truck

I'll never throw you away
When you're old and grey
We'll just roll it away
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Yepp.

Bam

Best, Year, Ever.

I'm loving this year, so relaxing and easy and fun! Everything is going right, apart from constantly losing my USB's. But everything is great.

My life has dramatically improved over the last few months.

Amelia has definitely improved my life and I now actually have proper goals that aren't like. Get a new epic item on your pally. I barely even play WoW now, I only play it on raid nights. I just have better things to do.

Lost my usb.

I did it again, Lost my freakon usb with all my assignments. That makes 3 USB's this year so far.

For fuck sakes.

I'm meant to be doing good in school. Not fucking losing everything and having to redo them every time. ARG.

Cold, Heat

Well, I am quite cold at this very moment.
Has anyone else noticed how cold its slowly getting lately?
Its hot when I go to bed. Wake up at 6, its freezing.

I like the cold actually. It's a lot better then the heat.
I don't really like sitting around sweating and having to use fans and air-cons just to not melt.

Wanting winter to come, I love wearing jumpers and long sleeve shirts. I can do so in winter with out being really hot and ekky.

Pffff

I had a good night, But now I just feel... Apathetic and depressed and I honestly don't know why...

*sigh*

Prom post thing

So I found a prom date, or two.

Going with Chonny and Keisha.

Now to find a suit, which I've already done. Just gotta buy it if its the right measurements and such. And find a yellow and orange tie...

While this post is about prom,
I'm not actually to excited. I'm more excited that I get to spend a decent amount of money on a nice looking Tux or Suit. I rather couldn't care for the going and dancing. I just want my suit...


I was kinda wanting to do the rainbow idea with the group.
Or go as Formal Mario and Jake goes as Formal Luigi. That would have been super special awesome.

Will I even have the attendance for prom? So far yes, I've turned up nearly every single day for school. And I am actually doing well this year, I was fulling behind but now I've caught up in both math and my HPE assignment. Mr Giles was impressed that I actually handed in a draft this year. I'm off to a good start.

And my English assignment is apparently rather good. I really can't wait for my mark. I hope its an A, or atleast a B.

Wow off topic. But alas, Its my blog so eh.

Prom, I really don't want to go though a shit load of photos for it... D:

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Meant to be cleaning my room. Got bored, So I'm posting something.

So my English teacher keeps commenting to me how she really liked my story and that it was good and keeps using it in examples with her classes...

Makes me happy to know I did a good job with it.

THIS ROOM IS SO MESSY! HOW CAN I LIVE IN THIS!?!?!

Well Its not that bad anymore. I spose from now on I should fold my clothes and put them away instead of leaving them in a basket that then gets clothes all over my bed and room and everything. I need more room. Id move my bed but I can't do that as I can't put it anywhere else in my room with out there being massive gaps between it and my walls. Stupid Garage and brick walls.

;D>

BEARD.

Thats all.

Back to cleaning... D:

T-T

So you all know that computer comp I put in for?

Yeah, I could have won, It was either me or some other guy.

But alas the comp was canceled due to the person working at Harvey Norman quitting or some shit.

T-T

Sleep

Is it bad, that when I'm alone, I can only fall asleep to music?
If music isn't playing I just can't fall asleep.

I've noticed music, when trying to sleep, helps me get there and gives me nice dreams.

The best dreams I have had from music, is from listening to Skrillex.

I think I might get back into the habit of writing down all my dreams and then posting the ones that are worth typing for yous to read.

Anyhow, Night.

Last few days

My last four/five days have been... Really good. Yesterday especially.

I'd just like to write a shortish post about it and thank my dear girlfriend, Amelia, for it all.


Here Goes..

So on Wednesday it was my sisters birthday, Went to school did the usual. Then got home and went for a shower. Amelia came over we hung and spent some time with my sister. Then off to play house after dinner and then she came back after.

Thursday, we got up. I packed my bag for our trip. Went to hers, did the same. Not long later we went and picked up one of her friends. His name is Brad, He seemed pretty cool. After which we headed off to Brisbane. Brad's quite tall, so we swapped seats at Gympie. I had little room in the front being nice to try give him room. Was kinda uncomfortable but eh, was good. Then just laid in the back and played pokemon mystery dungeon and talked every now and then. Got to Brisbane, dropped Brad off at his place thingy, then went to Amelia's sisters. Spent the night there.

Friday, woke up with a sore shoulder. Not much happened friday, we went out shopping all morning and then watched some Fairly Odd Parents. Was good. Then, Amelia and her sister went out and I sat at theirs with Troy and played COD. Whilst playing, I got a phone call asking if I wanted to go to soundwave. System of a Down was playing. FUCK YEAH I WANTED TO GO :D . Anyhow, skip some shit about it all. Amelia, the lovely lady. Brought me a ticket from some guy selling one. I was so happy! First concert. Was so excited to go the next day. We then went out for dinner at some place and saw a band and we spent the night trying to figure out who it was. Was interesting watching the girls all discus it, even though I had a head ache.

Saturday, The day was finally here. So damn excited. Got up, got ready and we left. Walked to the end of the line, which wasn't to long since we were earlyish. Got in and watched bands. Thought to myself, one day. One of these bands will be me. I spent the whole day watching awesome bands and being soooo excited about SOAD. And all the time before this, I was just planning on sitting around doing nothing while they went. But yeah... I saw SOAD, they were freakon amazing. They majorly sped up Chop Suey. It went insanely fast, like I couldn't even half keep up with singing along.

^ Best day.

Sunday, woke up with a head ache and sore shoulder, the beds we slept in weren't the best. Was grateful we had a place to stay though. And I enjoyed it. Basically, the roads in Gympie were/are flooded so we couldn't get back the normal way. So took a lot of back roads to get home. The back roads take FOREVER, but they look so much better and were fun to take compared to the normal roads which look boring. Sat in the front with no room. Felt so good to get out and stand when we stopped.

Alas, I'm home now. That was last last few days.



To Amelia,

Thank you so much, I really appreciate what you did. I thank you for taking me and buying me a ticket. I really enjoyed myself, you could probably tell by my smile. Your the best. <3



Good night everyone,
I don't feel like sitting down any longer then I did to type this.

The Luckiest

I don't get many things right the first time
In fact, I am told that a lot
Now I know all the wrong turns, the stumbles and falls
Brought me here

And where was I before the day
That I first saw your lovely face?
Now I see it everyday
And I know

That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest

What if I'd been born fifty years before you
In a house on a street where you lived?
Maybe I'd be outside as you passed on your bike
Would I know?

And in a white sea of eyes
I see one pair that I recognize
And I know

That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest

I love you more than I have ever found a way to say to you

Next door there's an old man who lived to his nineties
And one day passed away in his sleep
And his wife; she stayed for a couple of days
And passed away

I'm sorry, I know that's a strange way to tell you that I know we belong
That I know

That I am
I am
I am
The luckiest

END


Posted this for Miss Amelia... Its the first song that comes to mind when she comes to mind. Makes me smile.

Story, Draft 1

The world has fallen far from grace; we are no longer the beings God once created. Nothing is the same, the world has evolved beyond anyone’s imagination but alas, the world has been consumed with chaos. We have tried to evolve, tried to find the way for us to become perfect. For us to be indestructible, to be immortal.

But how does one simply just become immortal? How does one become indestructible? How does one become perfect? We asked ourselves this many times through the thousands of years of our existence. Well, the world has paid for its seeking of power. The world has darkened. People have changed, would they still be considered human? I’m not even sure.

We studied deep into the ways of changing our genes, to ridding ourselves of faults in our DNA. We searched and destroyed what made us weak, finding little coding in our genes and demolished the ones we thought to put us back in our race to become perfect. We were slowly crawling towards our goal. We introduced replacing body parts with metal so we would not age, swapping our hearts with machines to pump blood for us and never fail, to become machines was surely a way for us to survive. The idea was simple; swap any faulty parts of the human body with machines. This would not only prolong our life, it would also give us strength and make us indestructible. We would not die. We could simply just swap any part in our bodies that started to fail us with metal. Some thought this plan was ingenious, and went and tried it. This technology was slowly sweeping across the world, People all around started to believe this was the best way but it was soon rejected. They were no longer considered humans; they started to become what we now know as Technoids.

People thought the look was unfashionable and inhuman and tried to break away from this Idea, The Technoids were rejected from humanity, people wanted nothing to do with these creatures and rose against them and forced them all to leave their cities, and this is where the world first started to fall.

The next big idea was to splice ourselves, modifying our DNA with a serum. This allowed us to change our genes to how we saw fit. Everyone was an equal with this idea; it also could be used to prolong our lives and to harden our bodies so a blade could not pierce our skin. Gene Splicing, the idea was endless, I thought we might have finally got it, thought we might have finally found what could perfect our race, all of us did. We could stay human just with enhanced abilities. This new idea allowed us, by simply injecting a serum, to give ourselves abilities to help around the work industries, we could use it to grants us fire at a click of our fingers to smelt ore, or bring heat to a room by little the fireplace, or to enhance our thinking capacity.

The idea like the other quickly spread around the world and people started messing with their DNA. Playing God it seems. Soon it was used not as a treatment for our weaknesses and industry but for warfare against other nations and against the Technoids that fought to restore their dignity among the lands. Not only did Splicing create war but was utterly addictive, people started collecting as much as possible and just kept injecting themselves with it. Slowly losing their minds and becoming monsters, mindless monsters that attack anyone and everyone just for the chance of obtaining more power.

The world started to break, forests being burnt to ash, cities crumbling from warfare. The world was truly starting to fall apart. Was it wrong for us to seek immortality? To perfect ourselves? No we were right to do so, but we obviously didn’t think about the consequences of our actions. We have ruined our once beautiful world, slowly it falls to darkness. People fear one another, we tried to stop it but we were too late. Too many people had lost their insanity, to many people have become addicted to the serum.

Now we roam the earth, hiding in ruins of cities from the Technoids who claim they are the superior race, and from the mad man and women who have lost their minds, craving only one thing and doing anything to get it. This world has become a grim place, living our lives in fear that around the next corner there is something that will take our life.

No one is the same, the world is in chaos. Murder all around, there is only one rule, Kill or be killed. If you cannot follow this rule then you are considered to be one of the weak and are sure to die. If there is one thing people can learn from us, it’s to never chase after perfection. For thousands of years we have existed, and for us to be our own destruction, is just saddening. This truly is a grim world. We truly have fallen far from grace, My god forgive us all.

Mmm

You know when something is going to happen and you don't want it too but you can't do anything about it?

Yeah.

Gifts and such for her...

I feel like buying You something.

Like clothing, I really like to see You wearing my clothes, and I like to see You wearing stuff I give/buy You.

It makes me happy.

And right now, I just feel like buying Her something.

I've got an idea in mind, whether It works out like it does in my head or not we won't know till I attempt it.

I wanted to do something on Valentines with You, but I hadn't the money nor the time. So my gift was a little bit of a let down. But I still enjoyed making what I did, plus its something that's me like, and I actually put effort into it.

Anyhow, my other followers, sorry this post might be a let down for yous. But yeah...

Still stuck on this.

So, I still can't think of a new story. So I guess I'm going to do a massive remake of the current one.

I will rip it all apart and change it all to a sci-fi story.

Or heck, maybe I can continue this one and make it more into a game. And then at the end, the person takes off the 4d emulator or something like that.

Honestly no idea. Something will come to me, with stories it always eventually does.

So give me your idea on what to write a new one about, or how to majorly change this one.

Ktanksbye.

Cleaning and shit

Cleaning my room, this is a first. I never clean my room, but this time I kinda have a reason. Amelia is/might be coming over and she came over the other day and you could barely get anywhere or barely get to my bed. Well now its slightly better, you can see my floor.

I have all this crap around my room I want to keep yet I have no where to put it all. And I've currently thrown all this stuff onto my bed cuz I want to keep it but don't know where to put it all. So It needs to be moved so we actually have somewhere to sleep.

QCS practice wasn't to bad. Thursdays was fun, Fridays was boring as shit. The tests today just didn't interest me in the slightest. I wrote a story in yesterdays about the kite and it being flown. Well the kite broke and the kid got his heart eaten by a demon. Lovely. My storys are slightly weird now that I've read back on a lot of the ones I've written. Still not sure what to do about my english one, This one isn't sci-fi enough. But atleast its not to bad a story.

BORED.

I really want Diablo 3 to come out... I've been waiting for a year or two. It's meant to be released this year. I get it for free and its beta due to having a subscription with WoW. Fuck yeah ;D Free game for just playing WoW.

Anyhow, I must go clean. I spose even if she doesn't come I should at least not live in a pig sty.

Story

Alright, I'm just going to write my thoughts down from my dream, this was so I don't forget it. Also for my English Assignment. I have added stuff to my original dream just to make it more... Sci-fi.

Anyhow.

It was a cold lonely moonlit night. I was on a street, the houses where quiet but dimly lit, everything looked the same. I walked silently in my thick leather boots, watching my feet and kicking a stone passing in and out of darkness from the lights above. I did not care if I was seen, nor did I not want to be, it simply just did not phase me. Dressed in black, from neck to toe, My cloak though torn and ripped still sways with the wind. My sword, sheathed in a black leather scabbard resting on my back. This town was not my own, Simply one I am just passing through to earn money to survive. What is it I do? I hunt monsters. The very beings that threaten our survival, though not all of them are bad. I continue to walk and take a left, This street is my destination, The church is where I must go. I look up, withdrawing a gun from inside my cloak. I ready it. I sense something nearby, Is it my target? The one I am looking for? I walked up closer to the church, Why here of all places? This is where mercenaries come to get collect jobs and payment, would one be so stupid as to be in such a known place? I hear the laughing of a mad man, Loud and insane. Screaming out and cheering. He walks out from behind the corner. Shit, I wasn't prepared, Vines come shooting the man’s fingers, I only just side stepped the attack. This was no man, once he probably was. He has spliced his DNA too much and now he was nothing more than a monster, Ready to be slain. I eye him off; one should not simply just run into battle, for who knows what this villain could be capable of. He lashed again with his vines. I jumped, and sent three bullets to the man’s head, as I landed he fell to the floor. Dead. I walk towards him, the fool, why could he not see what he was becoming? I took out a quill and paper, puncturing a small hole in his neck and then letting the blood run off the quills tip onto the paper to form a circle. The task was complete. I would collect payment tomorrow.

Leaving his body there, I walked to the bulletin board looking for my next job. Immediately, my eyes were drawn straight to one particular job. Now normally I would go by how hard the task is and how dangerous the monster. But I really hated Zombies. This one was personal. Me and My companion, Scavers fighting side by side, saving people’s lives. Never were him and I apart. He was part of my team. But, ever since that dreadful night, the night I decided to relax and take a break. Give Scavers the treats a dog like him deserves for his hard work. As I went to get him his snacks we heard a woman scream, He ran. Leaving me behind, straight to the sound to save the woman. What a noble dog. I tried to follow but couldn’t keep up. I was too slow. Zombies, everywhere. Swarming the lady, Scavers among them, trying to fend them off. But she turned on him, the lady. How could she? How could this have happened? How could I not have sensed these monsters. She grabbed him and punched him in the gut and threw him at them. She ran, I didn’t think. I just charged and withdrew my sword. I had to save my dog. I was screaming and calling his name. Cutting down every zombie that got in my path. By the time I found him, it was too late. He was nearly dead he’d been bitten several times. I couldn’t leave him like this. I didn’t want to see him go. I kept thinking he would be alright, he always was. But that was my mistake. I watched as my faithful friend die in my arms. The next part hurt me the most; I laid him on the ground, Took out my gun, tears streaming down my face. I knew if I didn’t do anything, he would come back as a rabid flesh eating dog. I put a bullet into his head. Walked away from everything I held dearly in my town. Since I’ve been moving town to town doing jobs and taking tasks from the boards in each town. Finally, it was time to seek revenge on the zombie kind. I would enjoy this.





END

This is as far as I have written. Its still based off my dream, but It's been written more for my english story. Problem is, this is already 769 words. The limit is 1000, clearly this is going to go over 1000. Plus the teacher said the story is to be no more then 24 hours, So I have to end the next story before the next days night.

Help is much appreciated... I could simply shorten it and go back to my original dream but change it so I had a robotic arm.

Original really shortened: I went to kill a zombie for a quest, but my partner stopped me because apparently zombies are people too. So we worked something out with the zombie And instead we went to kill a vampire who was basically bullying this zombie. The zombie agreed to stop eating humans if we got rid of the vampire. So we went and killed the vampire.


Yeah, New version seems to much cooler.

Cont' Post From that one below.

Continue post from yesterdays.

I had a great time spending my day with Amelia on her birthday.

Waking up, Telling her happy birthday. Getting French Toast and Pancakes for breakfast, Simply the start of the day was great.

Her party was quite fun and I got to kick peoples asses on the Wii. Was great.

We all sat around and played Mario Kart. Was intense to beat the others. Was also great fun, quite the laugh. Your coming first, then BAM. Blue Shell.

Or simply your coming second and have three red shells to shoot at the person in front of you... made me laugh because the person in front of me barely moved while I gained up and took over for a bit.

Also, Anti Joke sprees, Was fun.

Why'd the plane crash? Because the pilot was a carrot. Ah my middle school teacher was the best.

Anyhow, I hope you had a fantastic birthday Amelia and you enjoy the books I got you, And hope you have fun eating the sour worms. Thanks for getting me to tag along, Was great.

Best of luck on your P's test.

Happy birthday Amelia!

Its my lovely girlfriends birthday.

Id like to wish her a happy birthday and i hope you have a good and easy year ahead.

Id write more but I'm currently on a phone and in a car. Ill dedicate my next post to you to make up for this one, when I'm on a comp.

But alas, happy birthday Amelia and i wish you the best.

<3

Presents

Got Amelia her present, Hope she likes it. It or they are pretty cool in my opinion, I would have got other stuff but currently have little money so she will have to wait for other stuff as gifts over the year.

Woo.

I really want Skyward sword, someone should give me it as a gift... Any of you followers :D

Prom

I wanted a date for prom, The girls I asked already have someone.

No one else really comes to mind that I actually would like to take to prom.

Guess it's just with my bros. Rainbow it is.

Which honestly to me, if the group actually does it, it would be awesome.

And People, whats this about the centenary ball thing I'm hearing about for year 12's?

Ice Cubes!

What? Whats this? Your saying Dragon Armour is weaker then Daedric?

Here I was, looking forward to making a heavy armoured toon to wear dragon armour, but turns out its weaker then Daedric.

Bitch please.

On another note, I found a massive ebony mine, in one of the orc camps. Its got like thousands o.O


Oh, Its quite hot. I have a cup with ice cubes in it. And lemonade.

Its good.
Just thought I'd let you all know.

Um Yeahhh..

My arm hurts, My left one, like near the shoulder. Thought I'd let you guys know. Its like a stringing/burning pain. Its a bitch.

I have become addicted to Skyrim once more.

Problem? Nope.avi

I want to play minecraft, but alas have forgotten Jakes password and user name and stuff so I can't download it or anything properly and update it. I'd buy the game, but I has no money.

Go on a creeper killing spree! I always loved getting creepers to follow me, then use them to blow up skeletons etc. Was good fun.

Ah, I do like the rain, Its nice at night when going to sleep.
Add Woodkid to it and its even greater.

Asablahblahblah

Here in bundy the rain is falling...
But my heart belongs to Brooklyn...

This song, Brooklyn. Its stuck in my head. All the while so is the song, In Love by Ben folds. But the song means different to me then it used to. I listen to it and think how happy I currently am. Not sad and trapped like I was. I'm free to be me again. I can be happy again. I don't need to worry because I know Amelia treats me well and does indeed make me happy.

I hope she feels the same.

Anyhow, raining. Like always at the start of a school year. LAME.

I demand this rain to just go away.

Anyhow, school tomorrow... I'm going to be so damn tired for it. Getting up early is lame.... shall be fun to be back and too see people.

I want a pet sloth...

And maccas...

Well yeah.

You know, Just thinking right now, the way I would like to die is by falling from a great height.

Just fall straight down, roll onto my back or front, either work, just close my eyes and let myself fall.

If I were to ever commit suicide it would be from sky diving. I wouldn't hang myself or over dose, this is simply the way I want to die.

No regrets, just jump and let myself fall to my death.

Bah Bah Bah

So, I am now home. Sitting here, playing a little old pokemon red on my gameboy advance because I can't find my colour. Damn I've missed this shit. Classic games, thats where its at. All the good old versions. Nintendo 64 and beforehand. Now aday gaming just isn't the same.

Three little ducks went out one day, over the hills and far away. Mother duck said "Quack Quack Quack Quack" but only two little ducks came back...


Aaaaaaaa-nyhow, My holidays have been fantastic. I actually left Bundaberg. And for me thats like wow. Actually for you, its probably like... OMG! He left his room?!?!

Yes, Yes I did. I went to some town, spose it was brisbane area kinda with Amelia to go visit her family. I was happy to be invited. It was different spending christmas away from home. It was good because I was with people I actually got along with. I felt I became friends with this guy called Jason, He spend most of the holiday challenging each other to pool and table tenis. Was fun. We did so much swimming. Amelia does seem to have a fun and interesting family, This group was.

We had a silly string fight. It was great. Amelia, Bridie ( her little cousin ) and I running around the back yard, chasing each other. Ganging up on one another. Was awesome fun. Shame we only had 4 cans. Still, It was great.

Anyhow, I got back to home and such eventually and opened my new guitar. Dad sent my photos of the guitar going swimming and being hung from a tree and put next to the Bon Fire, He dragged it around everywhere with him on christmas just to annoy me. Its a sexy red and gold Les Paul. Gotta love it. Its amazing :D

Teaching Amelia, Nothing Else Matters on guitar. Shes doing nicely. She can do the first part. Kinda proud and happy due to her wanting me to teach her it and her actually getting the hang of it.

So Tonight, Burritos for dinner, Jealous?
I honestly would rather Maccas. Craving cheese burgers so badly right now!!!

This home, Its apparently boring with out me here. Why? Because you don't hear someone walking around the house talking to themselves and saying stupid stuff or having his music up really loud. Apparently with out that, this house seems dull. Its good to know I'm the life of the family every now and then. Gets annoying when mum relys on me to sort out Dylan and Torri because they refuse to listen to her. So I have to step in and make them do as they are told. They seem to listen to me most times.

Anyhow, SOMEONE GO BUY ME MACCAS AND THEN COME OVER AND GIVE IT TO MEH! Please <3

I'm off to bed! NIGHT!

I'd just like to tell you all that I am going to bed.

And I will hopefully sleep well. If you read this when I'm awake or during the day some time, think back to 11.51pm when I was writing this on Sunday the 8th of January 2012.

Good night my fellow bloggers.

Actually wait...

When I try to sleep thoughts run though my head crazily and I just can't sleep and these thoughts keep me awake and no matter how hard I try to block them out they just don't go away. I found music helps, I also find I can fall asleep easily when Amelia is near by, No idea why. I still don't sleep properly, or maybe that is properly for me, who knows. But when I have either of those, I sleep as best as I can. And I actually fall asleep.

My dream last night, Was about the facebook logo, yes the F in a blue box. It spawned randomly in the middle of town, Kinda like the Trojan Horse. We all studied it but no one knew what it was. When we all went to sleep the F started to glow and then started to disappear. And out came the Army Of Alphabeta's, for those who don't know what this is. Its the alphabet. But When letters join, such as N A K T You get -TANK- Which then becomes like a tank and does as the word is. Like if -BEE- was created, clearly it would make them become a bee that could sting you. And they started invading the town. Our defense? We had grammar and punctuation guns. They obviously shoot full stops commas etc to block the words/letters.

It was interesting. I was with Amelia, Tyler, Aden and Julian. Aden was the only one to use a different weapon. He used duct tape, he would run at the letters after we stopped them with commas and fullstops and would steal letters and tape them together to make -BOMB- or -GRENADE- etc and throw them back at the enemy. He eventually got himself blown up because the other letters sneakily became -KNIFE- and cut his duct tape and became -CREEPER-. Aden heard the sound, turned and was like. Oh fuck.

Then Julian was just screaming, LOL ADEN, LOL.
Not long after, I woke up laughing my head off.


Anyhow, Its now 12.11am of the next day. So Night for now!

May the Night Mother watch over you all.

...Listen!

NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!