7 Months Phoenix ♥

Going to contribute this post to my girl once again to show her and you all about how I feel even further and to tell her and the readers about stuff i love about her etc.

To phoenix.

Okay first off.

Its been 7 month as of today. I'm rather proud of that and I hope she is too, I wanted to send her a text today, but once I typed it all and hit send, I realized I had no credit which disappointed me at the time.

My day has been rather good so far apart from getting this new haircut which is short but apparently according to people it doesnt look all that bad, Anyways its about her not me so lets get into it.


As I was saying, its been 7 months since we started dating, this relationship has had its ups and its downs, but as Tyler said on one of his blogs, whose relationship hasn't? There have been some rough times and I have screwed up majorly but she has forgiven me and we got back onto track, which I thank her for and even though she says its okay I still feel bad about it all. We argue every now and then but lately it has been going smooth and we have been getting in even more depth with each other, we are speaking about things we don't normally speak of and I enjoy the stuff we talk about. Then there are good times when we just hang together and go to the beach or pool or stay at hers or mine and watch movies. I remember this one day which I think would have to be one of the best. We went to the movies to see the new "Alice In Wonder Land" it was pretty good, we cuddled up while watching it. Then after it she came back to my house and we did what ever we wanted and after a while we went to the pool and it was just me and her, it was fun, swimming? if you can call what we did swimming, we kinda walked around, well i did she was just was holding onto me and let me do all the moving, lazy ;P. But yes it was fun and just an awesome day sorry for dragging on because you all have no idea but she does and yes this post is for her.



So Happy 7 months Phoenix, Love you forever and 3 days after <3



I had a dream last night, I awoke in the dream at phoenix house sleeping over her's. Rolled over kissed her on the cheek and said good morning to her and she grabbed me and hugged me, thats the start. We then arose out of bed and went to have breakfast which happened to be milo cereal with cream. So we ate our breakfast and we then decided to go for a walk, as usual we walked around the block but we saw this little dog run across the road, it looked funny ;P. So after the walk we got back to her house and got dressed as we were going shopping! We after we got dressed we went shopping, but before we went shopping we went to the beach and walked along it for some reason, then went shopping, while out shopping I seemed to have a fair bit of money and I brought her a ring which for some reason we put on a chain and she wore it around her neck. We then just went shopping and what not and kissed every now and then and hugged you know the usual. Then we went back to hers and played sing star, the only time i have ever beaten her was in this dream.. I felt good. After sing star we watched a movie then i went home not so long after it and went to bed. End of dream.

Yeah it was kinda pointless to say all that but yes it was on my mind. And I felt like it needed to be said.

There are a lot of memory's I really enjoy with phoenix i mean a lot, but that pool one I spoke of earlier was pretty awesome.

The other day I went over her house and we watched a movie like normal and also went for a walk, like normal. But we watched the movie in Carters room since her dvd player was broken D: . We spent a while looking for just one movie which we gave up on looking for as it was no where to be found. We watched Pirates of The Carrabain 3. After that we went into her room and I tried on her clothes, I look rather sexy in her formal uniform, well I think so. And I tried on a shirt of hers, I loved it, it was tight and looked sexy, I also tried on a dress. ;P We do have some pretty awesome days together :D Oh did i mention? she has a really smexy looking evil tree that she drew.





I wanted to write some more things I respect and love about her so I think I will.

Respect?
I respect that she has given me extra chances and thinks what it would be like to be the other person and if they would want another chance. Thanks for that.

I respect that that she can always try to manage time for me.

I respect that she is herself and doesn't try to be someone different.



Love?

I love that she helps guide and support me in life, with out her id be lost and unable to find my way. Id still regret life and wouldn't want to live anymore if it wasn't for you.

I love that she drives me crazy.

I love how she pulls me in and kisses me.

I love how she jokes around and does something funny and cute with out meaning to.

I love when we just lay there and cuddle with out saying a word.

I love going to the pool with her and just splashing and playing around in the water.

I love that she makes me fit in and have a place.

I love how when i go to say something but i look at her i just lose all my thoughts and can only think of one thing, you.

I love that I love her and always will and I will never forget, I wish I could just hold onto her forever.



Well i guess i thank you all for reading


Miss you terribly phoenix, Love you.




Yours faithfully,
Xendal.