I said to myself earlier today, "Why keep this mask you wear when you don't need it anymore? You no longer have to hide, you have her to thank." I was so glad I have her in my life, so happy I am to hear her voice every night to see and hear her say she loves me.
How foolish am I? She might say she loves, but I know I'm not any good for her, she deserves better all I seem to do is hurt her in one way or another.
Ive picked back up my mask that I tossed aside earlier this morning, no longer happy I wear this mask once again.
If you read this, I'm sorry for the pain I cause, I wish I could just give you the happiness you deserve.
JOSH!, I have a section of the novel I'm reading for you to read, It's about love, and yer, it describes the feelings you just said in this post.
ReplyDeleteIn fact, I might blog it.
Oh well, masks are fricking awesome (Y)