In life, you tend to find things you wish to look after and protect. What happens if you lose one of these? Do you blame yourself for not being strong enough to protect it? Do you blame yourself for being so stupid and letting it out of your sight for just that moment?
I have a craving for the power to protect what is precious to me, and sometimes I wonder if I'm strong enough to protect it and keep it safe and from harm from myself and others. Its not just physical power but the mind as well. I believe I don't have enough power to protect it forever so I'm always after ways I can be stronger, mostly in mind because I hate big fat strong muscled people i find it creepy being super buff and what not =/ But yes if you get my idea I'm power hungry at times, if i could just find a soul shard or maybe the soul calibur or soul edge.. yeah soul calibur or edge sounds good so powerful, if only they were real.. With one of them I could increase my power and be strong enough to protect and look after whats precious and important to me. And probably rule the world with the calibur.. But that's not the point, to bad stuff like that isn't real though.
Sorry for a dragging on a bit there.
As i was saying, I am power hungry at times and I just wish I had a way to be stronger to protect what is important to me.
Does anyone else get the feeling your more important then other people and you can feel it when you stand near them? Like your more superior then them in so many ways and you feel like they are below you and don't deserve to be near you? And they should listen to everything you say and do as you think so tell them too?
No? Maybe its just me, I tend to think that to people and I tend to say something in my mind and they seem to move or do as I think, which is completely strange and I know I'm not physique but it makes me feel good but its weird and does give me a feeling of power and superiority. I like it =D
Well I cant say I have lost anything important in life for a while now, though I did a while ago but she is back in it properly now just the way it should be. If I do ever lose her completely I don't know what I will do, to be honest, I feel that she is my world. You know, its more then a feeling, I know she is and I want to live for her and make her happy, life with out her just isn't life at all for me.
Who is this one i live for? Phoenix of course!
Such a silly question Mr Invisible Guy! You noob >.<
Anyways I think I have said enough.
Yours faithfully and slightly insanely,
Xendal.
Noob is actually a complement if you play the Mortal Kombat Series.
ReplyDeleteAnd careful, you sounded abit egotistical for a bit, But I think I know what you were getting at. And also, That ramble about the swords... Kinda weird joshyy.
But an otherwise good post ;D
Ummm, egotistical much?
ReplyDeleteCause by saying you feel others are below you, it's every elitist and yeah, woah, I must say, i doesn't surprise me, it is a fairly good post.
But if you think about it, if you really had such a power to protect, then would you really still be able to control it to do good?
Power corrupts and combined with the sate of mind you just admitted too. You have a megalomaniac in the making.
Therefore, you don't need power to protect those you love, you just confidence in the things you do and you will find in less obvious ways, you are protecting the people you love.
Also, Insulted cause I wasn't the one you wanted to protect.
Really long commenting
-Mr Angry Hat