Why is She still with me..
I'm nothing but a lying bastard.
All I've done to her is lie.
Ive hurt her so much and I keep saying to myself that I wont hurt her again, But no matter how hard I try not to. I end up hurting her anyway.
Why is she still hanging around?
Anyone else would have left me by now.
If I was her I Would have left as well.
I don't see what She sees in me.
I don't see what anyone sees in me.
I'm a jerk.
Whats so great about me seriously?
I keep thinking she would be better off with out me, Ive told her that several times but she has never agreed.
What do I have to offer? More pain? More lies? Despite the fact that I'm trying to be honest to her, I still know I will lie and hurt her again.
Id like to think I've changed and become a better person. But really, Is that true?
I don't think it is.
Your better then you were, but how must is that saying?
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