Jealousy.

Jealousy is a funny thing.

Today I got jealous of something I read and I'm not going to say what. Guess I'm jealous because I have always wanted it to be me or happen to me or what not but it wont. By always I mean like the past three years. So not always but you get the idea.

Why do we get jealous? Because we want what others have? Its rather stupid really. I haven't been jealous I quite a while, but today I read it and it just hit me. Maybe I'm not what I though, I thought that what others had and such didn't matter to me, only what I wanted mattered and cared for. Not trying to sound Up-myself or anything but I'm referring to this. This? Yes this here topic about being jealous. Doesn't Normally occur to me. I care for others but I don't care normally for what they have that I don't.

Sorry rambling a bit there.

Yes jealousy is a rather funny and stupid thing. Though I guess sometimes it has its purposes. And sometimes it just goes to far. Its not something we can just ignore or learn to completely control.

Guess we are stuck with it for the best or the worst.


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Joshyy!!